And the final Illustration
Regarding to what I posted about in my deviantart account, later I went out to buy some stuff for a dog I adopted yesterday from the street, I went out with my new haircut hahaha wich I really like, so there I was in the store and all the way and some people start to treat me like fucking shit for how I look and I knew that by the fact that they were staring right at my fucking head, at the beginning I was feeling kinda bad like wtf I didn't know or remember that being myself equals to be treated like shit, and start to think in my fake "nice me" and how it may be different, then I realized that, by being me also it show me how the people really are and how they really see me, and remebered what a friend said me just a days ago "Be yourself, if you are not yourself you'll ending being friends of poeple you don't want to be friends with"- and man I don't wanna be friends with none of those fucking judgmental people and also in the other hand there were people that treated me fucking awesome as fuck or they don't give a fuck about how I look and treated me like a normal person ! That made me happy and feel better (:
At the end I think is not important how other people treat me what is important as fuck is how I treat myself (:
And here's a photo of Ánimus! (:
He is also teaching me how to accept myself and accept other humans beings, and to comfront the consequences of my choices.
I'm starting learning how to love him and myself.
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