This Is My Life Now

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Livestream Everyday!!!

I'm gonna livestream a study everyday for an hour starting from today! (: 

http://www.livestream.com/fromabrokenhand

Bloodsport Challenge Crimson Daggers!

There is the studies and sketches and composition sketches and ideas I did for the bloodsport challenge Guild of Golems!

And the final Illustration

Regarding to what I posted about in my deviantart account, later I went out to buy some stuff for a dog I  adopted yesterday from the street, I went out with my new haircut hahaha wich I really like, so there I was in the store and all the way and some people start to treat me like fucking shit for how I look and I knew that by the fact that they were staring right at my fucking head, at the beginning I was feeling kinda bad like wtf I didn't know or remember that being myself equals to be treated like shit, and start to think in my fake "nice me" and how it may be different, then I realized that, by being me also it show me how the people really are and how they really see me, and remebered what a friend said me just a days ago "Be yourself, if you are not yourself you'll ending being friends of poeple you don't want to be friends with"- and man I don't wanna be friends with none of those fucking judgmental people and also in the other hand there were people that treated me fucking awesome as fuck or they don't give a fuck about how I look and treated me like a normal person ! That made me happy and feel better (:

At the end I think is not important how other people treat me what is important as fuck is how I treat myself (:

And here's a photo of Ánimus! (:

He is also teaching me how to accept myself and accept other humans beings, and to comfront the consequences of my choices.

I'm starting learning how to love him and myself.

I washed my sneakers and they got even dirtier!

Hellow! my dears ! xD!

Well ._. !!!! fack this entry was in my mind since ages, anywaaaaays!!! (:

xD recent news no so recent! two weeks a go I finally painted the fucking walls of my apartment I spend most of the time here so i was pretty much fucking sick of staring at white walls, so either I went crazy or fuck I don't know, and also I finally show you my workstation? hahaha nothing glamorous in there except for those steadtler fineliners that are the same as the stabilo point 88 <3 but they don't dry so quick. Also, there is something behind my laptop can you guess what it is?
I laugh at the fact that it can be taken as an indecorous proposition to say -"Come, welcome to in my office, take a sit on my bed (;"- ._. ! well take notes you interior designers 8D! The new era is here! (; xD!

And here I drop a couple of color studies because its been a fucking while since I upload something!

One hour each one ~

And also some movie recommendations! 

I love movies! but there is a couple of them that I truly want to recommend because I think they can be an eye opener, and also its a must watch for those who are fathers or uncles like me, or take care of children or teach them, fuck it! Everyone must watch them! (:  I want you to create your own opinion about them! (: there are:

-Taare Zammen Par or Like Stars on Earth

-Detachment

And soooome tunes! (:

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I Want To Say More!

Sometimes I don't really like the city I'm actually living in. And I think is because I'm from a small rural town and I really enjoy the nature and to be not so crowded by buildings and people, but lately I've noticed that in a very few moments the view of the city or the sky and of course the mountains can be really beautiful, and its when I never expected and is something that I really love, like today, I went out  early this morning to buy milk for my breakfast and the sky was already getting the first lights of sun and the clouds were in a color that I still cannot describe, and the way the mountain looks, like lost in the time, and those tiny little details that can only be appreciated by the sight in the right moment like a unexpected flight of birds. At times when that happens I want so bad to have a camera to capture the moment and never forget, but sometimes a camera is not enough I think that there are things which are only meant to be captured by my mind and my heart and in a way I'll never forget.
I think I start to like the things that can been seen in this city those things which are so present in the daily life and so hide at the same time.

Baby's Food Tastes Good!

Hey! is been a long time ! (:
So here I started this post in my mind a days a go and different ideas went trough my mind and how and what about this post will be, so basically there are some things in my life general with no work related (:

Days a go a went to buy a couple of books because I couldn't find the other books I was searching for hahaha which is funny that when a have money to buy something it's always almost impossible for me to find it but well I'm always find a way (: and the thing is when I was about to leave the place I saw a flyer about a festival of contemporary dance, there where many events but I only could attend to one that was only available for to nights called Children + A few minutes of Lock with the awesome dancer Louise Lecavalier <3 but first I must say as far as the dance is concerned, I'm a complet ignorant, I'm always wanted to attend to one of this type of event and seeing the special of the occasion I said: What the hell, Fuck it! I wanna go then I fucking go! so I saved myself to be a complet ignorant about it for another day of my life (: what I witnessed there was beyond my expectation because I had none and thanks to that it was fucking magic!, no words can describe it, only by the presence of the act can be feel it.

In other order of ideas, is almost Halloween and Dia de los Muertos I always liked this holidays even when as the years past by they start to don't have the same effect in my atmospherical's perception of the world that they had when I was a kid. Here is when one of my favorite movies of all times comes to play: -Ginger's Snaps- so I decided to do a recommendation of this film to whoever read this (:

And finally I'm gonna drop some tunes to fit the upcoming days (: 

Happy Halloween! (:

I've got an F and a C and I got a K too And the only thing that's missing is a bitch like you!

Fuck man! is hot as hell here! @_@ !
The other my little nephew give one of the best critics I have received at the moment :'D
I was showing her some of my drawings and she said mmmm... you only draw dudes what happen when you want to draw girls and other stuff you're doing wrong there. Fuck!!! right in the heart! and in the brain! she is so right to draw and paint involve all my surrounding and stuff in life, I always learn a lot from her <3 and she is only 4 years old!

Well, this time I will droop only a still life I do today I spent almost all the afternoon D:
Fucking folds they're a motherfucking bitches!

I don't even use that cellphone anymore xD ! but what the fuck! I do what I want! 

And for the music section hahaha I'm listening a lot of the Castlevania soundtracks so here is one of my favorites! <3