So yeah! I just want to recommend this two movise to watch and be astonish!
Whore's Glory it's a documentary and a kind of introspective in the women's role as a prostitutes in 3 different parts of the world and Teddy Bear its about a shy physiculturist, both of them are awesome!
I don't like to give spoilers but a really really recommend to watch'em! and also a german movie called Glück! <3
Hi! as always I'm speaking to myself (: hahaha, so yeah! Today its the 1!st anniversary of my blog and months ago of my tumblr, so I've been "really busy", not in "art" related things but I enjoy them and learned from them so they wasn't a waste of time (: , I've been really "interrupted" because and from one thing to another, I know it is just a bad excuse, what I can say and want to say its that I moved to a new apartment :D! with more space for Etta! <3 is kinda weird but cool, is a mess really, there are still boxes with shit in the floor, no former "kitchen" nor "bedroom" and a long etc etc hahaha fuck I even slept in the floor mostly because it is hot as hell almost to 2:00 am and really chilly from that point on hahaha but I'm feeling good :D! because no matter "how I living, I'm living the way I want, doing whatever the fuck I want to do, so I don't give a fuck for "formal commodities" hahaha :3
There is the studies and sketches and composition sketches and ideas I did for the bloodsport challenge Guild of Golems!
And the final Illustration
Regarding to what I posted about in my deviantart account, later I went out to buy some stuff for a dog I adopted yesterday from the street, I went out with my new haircut hahaha wich I really like, so there I was in the store and all the way and some people start to treat me like fucking shit for how I look and I knew that by the fact that they were staring right at my fucking head, at the beginning I was feeling kinda bad like wtf I didn't know or remember that being myself equals to be treated like shit, and start to think in my fake "nice me" and how it may be different, then I realized that, by being me also it show me how the people really are and how they really see me, and remebered what a friend said me just a days ago "Be yourself, if you are not yourself you'll ending being friends of poeple you don't want to be friends with"- and man I don't wanna be friends with none of those fucking judgmental people and also in the other hand there were people that treated me fucking awesome as fuck or they don't give a fuck about how I look and treated me like a normal person ! That made me happy and feel better (:
At the end I think is not important how other people treat me what is important as fuck is how I treat myself (:
And here's a photo of Ánimus! (:
He is also teaching me how to accept myself and accept other humans beings, and to comfront the consequences of my choices.
Well ._. !!!! fack this entry was in my mind since ages, anywaaaaays!!! (:
xD recent news no so recent! two weeks a go I finally painted the fucking walls of my apartment I spend most of the time here so i was pretty much fucking sick of staring at white walls, so either I went crazy or fuck I don't know, and also I finally show you my workstation? hahaha nothing glamorous in there except for those steadtler fineliners that are the same as the stabilo point 88 <3 but they don't dry so quick. Also, there is something behind my laptop can you guess what it is?
I laugh at the fact that it can be taken as an indecorous proposition to say -"Come, welcome to in my office, take a sit on my bed (;"- ._. ! well take notes you interior designers 8D! The new era is here! (; xD!
And here I drop a couple of color studies because its been a fucking while since I upload something!
One hour each one ~
And also some movie recommendations!
I love movies! but there is a couple of them that I truly want to recommend because I think they can be an eye opener, and also its a must watch for those who are fathers or uncles like me, or take care of children or teach them, fuck it! Everyone must watch them! (: I want you to create your own opinion about them! (: there are:
Sometimes I don't really like the city I'm actually living in. And I think is because I'm from a small rural town and I really enjoy the nature and to be not so crowded by buildings and people, but lately I've noticed that in a very few moments the view of the city or the sky and of course the mountains can be really beautiful, and its when I never expected and is something that I really love, like today, I went out early this morning to buy milk for my breakfast and the sky was already getting the first lights of sun and the clouds were in a color that I still cannot describe, and the way the mountain looks, like lost in the time, and those tiny little details that can only be appreciated by the sight in the right moment like a unexpected flight of birds. At times when that happens I want so bad to have a camera to capture the moment and never forget, but sometimes a camera is not enough I think that there are things which are only meant to be captured by my mind and my heart and in a way I'll never forget. I think I start to like the things that can been seen in this city those things which are so present in the daily life and so hide at the same time.
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